The Other Side of Me: How a Conservative Life Led to Escorting

Before stepping into the world of escorting, I was once a very conservative, shy, and deeply religious girl. My journey with faith began at 12, when I became an active member of my church. I spent my days inviting others to learn the gospel and working alongside fellow members, fully immersed in my beliefs.

During high school, my life was simple and structured—my routine was home, school, the library, and church. I followed this path diligently, keeping to my values and maintaining my innocence. But everything began to change when I went to college.

Moving to Manila was a turning point for me. It was nothing like the sheltered environment I had grown up in. The people in Manila were liberated, open-minded, and free-spirited, a stark contrast to the world I knew. Despite becoming less active in church due to personal reasons, I still held on to the importance of my purity—or so I thought, until I fell in love.

I gave everything to the first man I truly cared for, without any labels or assurance. After that first experience, I quickly realized a harsh truth—men often came on strong, being romantic and sweet at the start, only to disappear once they got what they wanted from me. It was a pattern that repeated itself, leaving me heartbroken and disillusioned.

In response, I decided to flip the script. If they could manipulate emotions for their gain, why couldn’t I do the same? It may seem a bit petty, but using my body to get what I wanted—financial security and the fulfillment of my own desires—gave me a sense of control I hadn’t felt before.

This marks just the beginning of my journey. In my next post, I’ll delve into how I embraced this new mindset and transitioned into the world of escorting. There’s much more to share about the experiences and lessons I’ve learned along the way. Stay tuned for what’s next!

Before stepping into the world of escorting, I was once a very conservative, shy, and deeply religious girl. My journey with faith began at 12, when I became an active member of my church. I spent my days inviting others to learn the gospel and working alongside fellow members, fully immersed in my beliefs.

During high school, my life was simple and structured—my routine was home, school, the library, and church. I followed this path diligently, keeping to my values and maintaining my innocence. But everything began to change when I went to college. Moving to Manila was a turning point for me. It was nothing like the sheltered environment I had grown up in. The people in Manila were liberated, open-minded, and free-spirited, a stark contrast to the world I knew.

Despite becoming less active in church due to personal reasons, I still held on to the importance of my purity—or so I thought, until I fell in love. I gave everything to the first man I truly cared for, without any labels or assurance. After that first experience, I quickly realized a harsh truth—men often came on strong, being romantic and sweet at the start, only to disappear once they got what they wanted from me. It was a pattern that repeated itself, leaving me heartbroken and disillusioned. In response, I decided to flip the script. If they could manipulate emotions for their gain, why couldn’t I do the same? It may seem a bit petty, but using my body to get what I wanted—financial security and the fulfillment of my own desires—gave me a sense of control I hadn’t felt before. This marks just the beginning of my journey. In my next post, I’ll delve into how I embraced this new mindset and transitioned into the world of escorting.

There’s much more to share about the experiences and lessons I’ve learned along the way. Stay tuned for what’s next!